Kamis, 13 Desember 2012

Aku Tak Bisa

Sekeras apapun aku mencoba, aku tak pernah bisa untuk mencintaimu Ndi....
Tak ada sedikitpun perasaan cinta singgah dihatiku untuk mu...
Bahkan jika benih saja tidak ada bagaimana aku dapat menyirami?

Aku hargai ketulusanmu
Aku hargai semua pengorbananmu
Aku hargai cinta dan kesungguhanmu...

Tapi apa yang bisa kulakukan dengan cangkang kosong ini....
Sekeras apapun usahaku untuk mencintaimu, aku tetap tak bisa...
Haruskah aku jalani semua dengan logika
Tanpa cinta....

Meskipun kau baik - baik saja dengan orang seperti ini..
Tapi tetap ada beban dihatiku yg tak pernah bisa mencintai....
Haruskah hidupku berakhir seperti ini...
Haruskah aku menyiksa hidupku dengan bersamamu...
Kau pantas mendapatkan yang terbaik...
orang yang bisa membalas cintamu...
Dan itu bukan aku....

Berhentilah mencintaiku..
karena itu hanya akan membuang waktumu....

Kamis, 07 Juni 2012

Vietnam Holiday

This is my international Holiday In Vietnam.
Over All, it's my perfect holiday.

Ho Chi int City


















Ha Long Bay


Hanoi






















Selasa, 06 Maret 2012

My Holiday

Yeah…back to basic…

Single is my choices. I can smile again.

Keep good relationship with my best friend, my family…

I think it’s Good enough for me.

No more “GALAU” hahaha….

Start from my Holiday in Singapore…. I feel so happy in there.

Even I stay in there only for 2 days, I feel Great….

17th Feb 2012

This is my International holiday for the firs time.

Before, I has plan to come to Vietnam…

But, My best friend has a personal reason, so…we decide to re schedule on May 2012 for the Vietnam Flight.

And, we chose Singapore flight for this replacement.

This is my sample picture when I arrive in Changi air port.





Orchid Garden









And this is my picture in Marina bay.













China town


















Orchard







Universal Studio

Selasa, 31 Januari 2012

Sekian Terima Kasih

SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH

Itu kalimat terakhir yang kamu ucapkan.
Dan yang sebelumnya adalah kalimat - kalimat yag kurang enak dibaca atau diucapkan.
Aku gak tahu kenapa kamu bisa jadi seperti itu
Apa memang semua mantan - mantan kamu selalu kamu perlakukan seperti itu ketika sudah putus.....
Menyakitkan sekali......
Padahal aku selalu berusaha sebaik mungkin, seramah mungkin, sesopan mungkin jika berbicara sama kamu.
Tapi semua yang aku katakan selalu kamu anggap sebagai keburukan.
Ya Sudahlah.....

Apapun yang terjadi, aku tidak akan mengingat sisi itu dalam dirimu.
bagiku kamu tetap seorang laki - laki baik seperti sebelum kita pacaran.

Terima kasih telah menganggapku musuh dalam hidupmu.


My Heart say's "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"
and i Breaking all the rules now anyways.....
I know you're not in to me.
I didn't have the heels to disturb you anymore.
I just shocked when i know how much she care of you...
You was say to me that she refuse you when you say that you love her...
But why.....
There's no way.... it doesn't make sense.
She's look so care of you...
Of more people beside you...

I just want to know the truth....
I can feel it...yours in love each other....
Maybe only not in perfect time when you say that you love her.
And You used me to
be your girl for a moment....
Even you still loving her.

I leave you alone for couple days....and....I know more.....

Yeah i know...everything is Over between us ...
You Free...
You can do everything that you want to do.




Senin, 23 Januari 2012

It's About Us

I really Sorry for what I’ve done.

It’s hard for me.

But….. i have to do.

I don’t know about the future.

So, I can take the risk for our relationship.

I don’t know….

You are my destiny or not.

But I have to know one thing.

How long you’ll stand to love me…..

If you will easy to move on, so…I know your not loving me so deep.

If you hard to move on…I know you loving me.

I know you a good gay.

I mean...Beside your past….

You are a good gay.

I hope you find a great future.

With me or without me...


Kamis, 12 Januari 2012

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